protect yourself

谁会需要一个遍体鳞伤的人

2017-01-28

这就是我所看到的并且使我困惑的。我瞻望四方,目光所及之处幽晦不明,大自然所给予我的只有怀疑和惶恐不安。如果我无法看到任何神迹,我便会变得消极悲观,如果造物主的标志随处可见,我便能于信仰中寻得平静。然而就我目之所见,可否定的太多,可肯定的又太少,于是我便深陷那种自怨自艾的状态。

我曾千百次地希望过,如果真有一个上帝在维系着大自然,那么大自然会毫不含混地将他标记出来;如果大自然所给出的标记是骗人的,那么大自然就会将它们彻底勾销。要么说出一切,要么一言不发,从而好让我明白我要追随的方向。而不是处于目前这种状态,既不明白我是谁,也不明白我应该怎么做;既不了解自己的状况,也不明白自己的责任。我一心想要...

2016-11-20

the sudden realization that not all is what it seems
rises somehow exponentially
it turns from a cry into a wail
then a scream and then a howl
an endless broken dull soliloquy

pain can force the hand and turn the mind
the pictures taint the judgement every time
then i turn around and see a wreck strewn on...

2016-10-23

The Calm Before

As we are now celebrating the 20th anniversary of the release of

The Third Eye Foundation's Semtex, one of the most influential

drum & bass albums of its time, it is worthwhile revisiting the

career of Matt Elliott, its composer. Matt was not even 16 while he

decided to stop his studies...

2016-10-21

I'm as lonely as a ghost as I sit down to write these

notes

To you and your intended, spring is the worst time for

most

Who've never reached the boundaries

Or heard the notes as they were sung


I believe this lonely ghost was forced to wander on until

By chance or fate was summoned

To call...

2016-10-19

雲隱:

Adagio in G Minor for Strings and Organ, "Albinoni's Adagio"

为管风琴和弦乐所做的G小调柔版,阿尔比诺尼柔版。


巴洛克时期的传世名作,我的葬礼就要用这首曲子。

Adagio的旋律可以说是美到了极致,这是一种悲剧的美,旋律堆叠到最高峰甚至有“凄厉”之感,好似在描述一次为死去爱人的送葬。


这首G小调柔版(Adagio in G Minor)虽然题为阿尔比诺尼(Albinoni)所做,但现在普遍认为是贾佐托(Giazotto)假托阿尔比诺尼之名发表的。贾佐托自称在被德...

2016-05-30

听了很久,心里愈觉想要去拥抱什么,拥抱自己的绝望孤独还是孤独绝望的你们?腰们真是尽头的最体贴的描述者,让人以为还有希望,到头来却发现只是重新陷入死循环。曾觉得一切所有可爱的可悲,可悲的可怜。其实哪个人不想变得美好呢,只是我们无法控制自己固有的惯性

2016-02-20

人与人的缘分真的很奇妙啊,明明是很喜欢却什么也无法说,想要忘记但又时常梦见,其实彼此一点都不了解呢。就这样吧,该要潇洒告别

2016-02-13

吃了点凉拌萝卜便上吐下泻,这会儿更是胃疼的难以入睡。查看济生方曰:思虑过度,冲和失布。深以为然,只是不知哪个是因,哪个是果。或许不应太计量,从虚无中来,归虚无里去,剩下便是珍惜,无论如何你们只缘我于此世,我只陪你们这一生。

2016-01-25

竟不知如何安心

2016-01-17
1 / 4

© 雪雪儿 | Powered by LOFTER